Post by Alice Gemini on Nov 23, 2022 1:19:58 GMT
It’s gotta be the same thing every time with you doesn’t it, Serenity? We’re the youngest rising stars in all of wrestling right now and you continue to want to be my enemy. It hasn’t proven beneficial for you at all and you keep acting like every time we stare each other down in the ring the outcome is going to be different. I might as well be your mommy at this point with how much I’ve had to discipline you and keep you humbled.
I want to be your friend, Serenity because you seem like a nice girl to be around, incredibly dumb, and I mean incredibly dumb, but nice! Your dad can go fuck himself in his fat fucking ass but he has the right idea with trying to chain you down like an abused dog. Look at it rationally though, you chose the literal worst candidate to be your boyfriend cause Holden is a disgusting fat piece of shit. This isn’t even mentioning how I beat you three times and you come crawling to CULT because that wasn’t enough for you? You needed that big fourth loss huh? In a way, I’m glad you did slither all the way here though because I wouldn’t have wanted my final win with the FIGHT championship before my world title opportunity to be to anyone else.
You’ve been one of the few constants in my short wrestling career, babe. The constant hate and anger towards me keeps me going and I don’t only mean in the ring. What I mean by that is, I’ve spanked you to climax before and honestly I can’t wait to shock these beautiful Japanese fans by doing it in front of them all again. That’s only because your cute little tight ass has always been my favorite and it’s always my pleasure to embarrass you constantly in front of people you think support you. Seeing you cry is the most gratifying reward in the entire wrestling business. Championships don’t hold a candle to the joy it brings me seeing you bawl your stupid not-so-innocent eyes out.
Alice walks through her exit gate in the airport and is immediately greeted by dozens of fans holding up signs for her and a few chanting “Arisu! Arisu! Arisu!” She gives them all a rushed awkward smile as she puts her sunglasses on and tries to speed past all of the fans. She had no interest in stopping to sign autographs and talk to them right now because it was a long flight and she just wanted to get to her room at that moment.
She gets through the exit and sees her Uber waiting for her but several more fans await her near the car. She lets out a sigh and walks up to a few of the fans speaking Japanese and takes the marker out of their hand so she could autograph their signs. Right before she turns to step into the car she hears a small “Arisu! Aishi te iya masu!” Alice stops dead in her tracks realizing that it was a small little girl. She looks over her shoulder to notice her and she’s wearing her face paint that she wore when she won the AW Women’s championship against Serenity. She turns back to the fans and approaches the little girl and bends down to her level. The little girl was obviously very nervous with Alice now in front of her. Alice gives her a big genuine smile and pulls her in for a meaningful hug.
“Your make-up looks beautiful!”
Alice says cheerfully before the young girl's mother translates what Alice said to her.
“Anata no make wa utsukushiku mie masu”
The little girl looks at her mom translate and snaps her head right back to Alice with the biggest smile on her painted face. Alice gives her a little rub on her head and finally gets in her Uber with the little girl jumping up and down in excitement that she got to meet her favorite wrestler.
Alice arrives at her hotel room at last and just throws her bags to the side and plops down right into her bed. She falls asleep almost instantly without even getting her boots off first. Several hours pass and Alice sits up and notices that it’s dark out. She stands up despite still being groggy and heads over to the window where she rubs her eyes for a second before beginning to marvel at the beauty of Japan at night. Her breath sneaks out in amazement at the same time she breaks a smile.
I really have made it huh?
I love Japanese culture and I have since I was little. When I was a little girl I would sneak out of my room with my older sister and as quiet as possible we’d turn the big ass tv on and change to fucking Toonami. Dragon Ball Z was the shit and definitely had a hand in turning me into who I am today. Vegeta was my favorite, could you tell? I think what really stood out to me the most was when a Saiyan is close to death, their strength doubles every time this happens. I’ve always told myself that I’m going to relate to this and I’m going to become a Saiyan myself.
To power up and have a different hair color, to strike fear in your opponents who aren’t on the same level as you, to just be better than everyone around you. Now in Japan, in the true main event of the first CULT Super Saiyan event, the Inaugural FIGHT champion becomes the first to also complete the trials of this championship. Almost like it's too perfect huh? In the country I’d choose in a heartbeat to do it in and against my ‘rival’ if you want to call her that. Couldn’t have written it any better.
I may be doing this entirely for myself and personal gain but Serenity, I have to keep the championship away from you because the last thing you need in your life right now is something to inflate your ego that you don’t know how to handle. I mean honestly, since you lost to me those months ago now your career- no, your life has been in a downward spiral and it’s truly brutal to watch.
Ruining your life has been such a pleasure though don’t get me wrong but you haven’t been able to win anything actually meaningful since before I entered your life. Since then you’ve been nothing but a crybaby little bitch who screams and complains like a toddler demanding their pacifier. When I lose, I take that shit on the chin and move on. We’re about the same age, Serenity and yet here I am telling you to grow the fuck up. Put your big girl panties on and step to me like a legitimate threat. Whether you do or don’t doesn’t actually matter to me, I just want to see something out of you for fucking once.
Don’t disappoint me in Japan, bitch.
Alice twirls her way over to the bathroom with a smile plastered across her face the entire time. Seeing all the lights of Japan gave her a strong sense of accomplishment and finally reaching her goals. She excitedly stops in front of the mirror to look at her reflection… It feels like she’s smiling and happy but when she looks at herself in the mirror… Her eyes seem tired, her smile is non-existent, and her posture is very loose. What she sees isn’t the same as how she feels right now but how could she be seeing herself like this right now of all times?
Alice backs away from the mirror. With her expression now changed, her reflection begins to mirror her correctly.
“What the fuck? Wh-where are my pills?”
She frantically grabs her bag and starts digging around for her medication. She picks up her nearly empty orange bottle of ‘Olanzapine’ and stares at it for a moment.
“I can’t keep letting this shit fucking win… I deserve to be happy…”
She throws the bottle back in her bag and zips it shut. She places her face in the palm of her hands and slowly traces her fingers all the way to the back of her head where she clasps her fingers together and paces around her room.
“Fuck! You’re fine. You are fine, Alice.”
She looks over at the wall mounted mirror near the entryway and sees her reflection with the same expression as from the bathroom.
“Fuck off…” Alice storms away and heads back to the bathroom and turns the shower on. She leans her back against the sink counter letting the water heat up. She has her eyes closed and her head facing the ceiling, avoiding looking at the mirror.
She can hear her reflection talking to her even when facing away. She shakes her head and begins to strip her clothes.
She hears herself say as she gets down to only her underwear. Her brows furrow as she contemplates looking at her reflection again. She turns around and stares at herself directly.
Alice turns back to the shower as her eyes begin to water. She’s losing control over her emotions.
She unclasped her bra and let it fall. The shot goes to a blurry angle of her from behind removing her panties and stepping into the shower. It goes to an up-close shot of her face now. Her eyes are red from holding back her tears. She allows the water to run down her face and body. She lets out a shaky exhale and slides her fingers through her hair before gripping her scalp with her nails.
“It’s such fucking bullshit… I- I don’t know what to do.” She allows her emotions to overcome her as she begins to fully cry now.
Several minutes pass as we cut back to the blurry shot of her exiting the shower while wrapping her towel around her. She side eyes herself in the mirror and retracts in disappointment.
Shot slides over slowly to her bedroom and a minute later she walks in with lounge wear on and sits on the edge of the bed with her elbows on her knees and her head in her hands.
Alice glances at her bag and thinks for a moment. She unzips her bag again and sees her pills and edibles next to each other. Flashes of her being a Vampire and in a dark wonderland crosses her mind.
Alice quickly snatches up the bottle of pills with a slight smirk and pops the cap off. She downs a pill and exhales with a moan. She lays back in her bed and awaits the effects to take her away.
A rough hour passes of Alice falling in a rabbit hole before she pops up real quick with her eyes in the back of her head. Her eyes roll back down and a grin from hell stretches across her mouth. She looks in the mirror and her reflection matches her perfectly. She smiles and twirls while admiring her reflection. She places her hands on her hips and enjoys what she sees.
“I’m a motherfucking Vampire Queen, god dammit.” She cackles like an evil witch before her phone starts ringing to the tune of the 90’s X-men theme song. She picks up the phone with a re-energized “Hey, what’s up?”.
It’s her best friend Cherry Vega checking in on her.
“Hey! You sound like you’re in a good mood. I think it’s still dark out over there but I wanted to see how you were doing. I know I don’t check on you as much as I should but now you’re so far away and I’m just a worried best friend I guess.” She laughs awkwardly.
“I’ve never been better.” Alice scoffs.
“Well… if you say so. I hope Japan is as awesome as I’ve always imagined! Next time, you’re taking me there with you. I’m still upset I’m not with you right now, bitch.”
“I know, I know! I promise we’ll come here together when there isn’t a big match I gotta focus on. Seriously, I promise you.”
“Ooooook, I’ll believe you. I’m gonna hold you to it too! Anyways, I’ll let you get some sleep. Love you, byyyeeee!” Cherry hangs up and Alice just laughs with a smirk while shaking her head.
Alice walks to the front of her room and pulls the front door open but when she looks out into the hallway she sees that it’s her Vampire castle. The stone walkways and sconce’s all the way down. She shuts the door carefully and chuckles to herself. She plops back down on her bed and turns the tv on. The channels are all in Japanese so she doesn’t understand anything very well. She finds a channel that’s actually playing Dragon Ball Z with subtitles though and she gets excited and sits forward. She watches on like a child again as Vegeta beats the shit out of Goku while he’s pinned down from some ki rings.
She begins imagining herself doing the same thing to Serenity in a few days.
The Camera zooms in on her face. She quietly starts to chuckle like a villain while her iris color slowly begins to fade to red. She inhales through her nose and exhales out of her mouth as she allows her face to relax completely. She reaches down to her bag and pulls out her crown of thorns that is already dripping blood. She places atop her head and places her arms out wide and begins to fall backwards. She gets caught by several shadow people with their arms stretched out for her. She has never looked happier.
꧁༺ 𝕱𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙 𝖙𝖔 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗𝖘𝖊𝖑𝖋 ༻꧂
Alice twirls her way over to the bathroom with a smile plastered across her face the entire time. Seeing all the lights of Japan gave her a strong sense of accomplishment and finally reaching her goals. She excitedly stops in front of the mirror to look at her reflection… It feels like she’s smiling and happy but when she looks at herself in the mirror… Her eyes seem tired, her smile is non-existent, and her posture is very loose. What she sees isn’t the same as how she feels right now but how could she be seeing herself like this right now of all times?
“Stop smiling. You’re not happy, bitch. You’re a miserable cunt who relies on pills and THC to bring her happiness.”
Alice backs away from the mirror. With her expression now changed, her reflection begins to mirror her correctly.
“What the fuck? Wh-where are my pills?”
She frantically grabs her bag and starts digging around for her medication. She picks up her nearly empty orange bottle of ‘Olanzapine’ and stares at it for a moment.
“I can’t keep letting this shit fucking win… I deserve to be happy…”
She throws the bottle back in her bag and zips it shut. She places her face in the palm of her hands and slowly traces her fingers all the way to the back of her head where she clasps her fingers together and paces around her room.
“Fuck! You’re fine. You are fine, Alice.”
She looks over at the wall mounted mirror near the entryway and sees her reflection with the same expression as from the bathroom.
“You’re not fine, bitch. You’re sick and you don’t know how to make these thoughts stop. You don’t know how to make me go away.”
“Fuck off…” Alice storms away and heads back to the bathroom and turns the shower on. She leans her back against the sink counter letting the water heat up. She has her eyes closed and her head facing the ceiling, avoiding looking at the mirror.
“You can’t run from me. I’m with you forever.”
She can hear her reflection talking to her even when facing away. She shakes her head and begins to strip her clothes.
“You’re a fat pig too ya know? Your body is never going to be enough for someone to appreciate.”
She hears herself say as she gets down to only her underwear. Her brows furrow as she contemplates looking at her reflection again. She turns around and stares at herself directly.
“And the make-up? Are you scared of your own natural face, Alice? You just want someone to love you but you don’t want anyone to see the ‘real’ you huh? Incredibly counter productive.”
Alice turns back to the shower as her eyes begin to water. She’s losing control over her emotions.
She unclasped her bra and let it fall. The shot goes to a blurry angle of her from behind removing her panties and stepping into the shower. It goes to an up-close shot of her face now. Her eyes are red from holding back her tears. She allows the water to run down her face and body. She lets out a shaky exhale and slides her fingers through her hair before gripping her scalp with her nails.
“It’s such fucking bullshit… I- I don’t know what to do.” She allows her emotions to overcome her as she begins to fully cry now.
Several minutes pass as we cut back to the blurry shot of her exiting the shower while wrapping her towel around her. She side eyes herself in the mirror and retracts in disappointment.
Shot slides over slowly to her bedroom and a minute later she walks in with lounge wear on and sits on the edge of the bed with her elbows on her knees and her head in her hands.
“Do it. Take your fucking pills, pussy. Or even better, Eat those edibles you snuck in with your snacks. We love getting high don’t we? It makes us feel better. It makes us feel… good.”
Alice glances at her bag and thinks for a moment. She unzips her bag again and sees her pills and edibles next to each other. Flashes of her being a Vampire and in a dark wonderland crosses her mind.
“Take them god dammit! You know you love that feeling of power and the explosion of your imagination. It’s your escape- This is your escape. You deserve it.”
Alice quickly snatches up the bottle of pills with a slight smirk and pops the cap off. She downs a pill and exhales with a moan. She lays back in her bed and awaits the effects to take her away.
A rough hour passes of Alice falling in a rabbit hole before she pops up real quick with her eyes in the back of her head. Her eyes roll back down and a grin from hell stretches across her mouth. She looks in the mirror and her reflection matches her perfectly. She smiles and twirls while admiring her reflection. She places her hands on her hips and enjoys what she sees.
“I’m a motherfucking Vampire Queen, god dammit.” She cackles like an evil witch before her phone starts ringing to the tune of the 90’s X-men theme song. She picks up the phone with a re-energized “Hey, what’s up?”.
It’s her best friend Cherry Vega checking in on her.
“Hey! You sound like you’re in a good mood. I think it’s still dark out over there but I wanted to see how you were doing. I know I don’t check on you as much as I should but now you’re so far away and I’m just a worried best friend I guess.” She laughs awkwardly.
“I’ve never been better.” Alice scoffs.
“Well… if you say so. I hope Japan is as awesome as I’ve always imagined! Next time, you’re taking me there with you. I’m still upset I’m not with you right now, bitch.”
“I know, I know! I promise we’ll come here together when there isn’t a big match I gotta focus on. Seriously, I promise you.”
“Ooooook, I’ll believe you. I’m gonna hold you to it too! Anyways, I’ll let you get some sleep. Love you, byyyeeee!” Cherry hangs up and Alice just laughs with a smirk while shaking her head.
Damn, I love my best friend. Kinda hungry now though…
She begins imagining herself doing the same thing to Serenity in a few days.
The Camera zooms in on her face. She quietly starts to chuckle like a villain while her iris color slowly begins to fade to red. She inhales through her nose and exhales out of her mouth as she allows her face to relax completely. She reaches down to her bag and pulls out her crown of thorns that is already dripping blood. She places atop her head and places her arms out wide and begins to fall backwards. She gets caught by several shadow people with their arms stretched out for her. She has never looked happier.
꧁༺ 𝕱𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙 𝖙𝖔 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗𝖘𝖊𝖑𝖋 ༻꧂
