Post by acesky on Feb 19, 2023 5:08:49 GMT
Habits are tough to stop, even the most disciplined men falter. Whenever I have some big losses, I tend to gravitate towards my bad habits. Cannabis, psychedelics and swinger sex which lacks a lot of social grace needed to actually make that work. I am a carnal guy, I'm a pro wrestler, a combat entertainer, everything I do is off kilter to what most people do in their lives. It is very natural for myself to have this extreme lifestyle in terms of discipline and workaholic tendencies, I do everything full throttle: intellectually, athletically, spiritually/ religiously/ philosophically. Gotta have my phone on silent, cause women be blowing up my phone as I'm kissing the XHW's ring announcer Carmen Lewis( Jo jo Offerman picbase), on the shoulder in the morning, we share the same birthday, she's 11 years younger. The song Lips of Angel by Hinder really fits how I treat it, which probably doesn't paint me in the best light
Part of me even though it's wrong feels I owe myself these faults and habits due to the things I do well. Athletically- surfing, yoga, different disciplines of martial arts, teaching pro wrestling in own wrestling school. Working out with my personal trainer on strength training and calisthenics. I do spend more time in the ring than the gym though I do go to the gym. I have been weight-lifting since I was 6 when I got into amateur wrestling, I'm going to be 40 in a month. Intellectually I still use my IQ of 190, feeding that with my interest in astronomy and astrophysics, I have a modern telescope. I read and listen to audiobooks and watch YouTube videos on the GOAT, Carl Sagan.
Politically I'm also quite invested in as well. I'm a Bernie Sanders guy so I rock with Jen Perelman, Kyle Kulinski, Noam Chomsky, David Pakman, Jimmy Dore, Cornel West. It's very important as a Texan to be aware of the issues.
As well as for the spiritual stuff, my parents are Russian Jews, I don't go to temple much, organized religion doesn't really flow with me but I try to keep in some spirits with Mitzvahs( good deeds) and focus on work and education. Buddhism I love though it is quite hard to keep within those boundaries and belief system given my free spirit nature, I'm into Taoism and some Hindu stuff too.
My opponent keeps bathering on about retiring or whatever, she talks to much, I just do this shit, pro since I was 15. So put up or shut up is what I say.
